wake up time

[cardinalsinned]

[ This is probably the second worst way to wake up, in a hospital bed with Juan there watching. ]

What... happened to me?

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[cardinalsinned]

There are many things we can see now that we could not see then. And there is no use in dwelling on a past we cannot change.

Perhaps that is the issue. We are both stuck in different worlds. I am concerned with the future for those who I return to, you are concerned with the past we have already left behind.

[foundjuanting]

So it could be, but I would ask your advice on how I can look towards the future I have left as well.

[cardinalsinned]

Slowly. I wish to lay out a list of things I no longer wish to speak to you about, and in return I would extend you the same privilege.

[foundjuanting]

[Oh god, here it comes]

[cardinalsinned]

... Do you agree?

[foundjuanting]

... I would hear them, first.

[cardinalsinned]

I do not wish to discuss your death any further at this time.

[foundjuanting]

... and?

[cardinalsinned]

And I would hear what you would ask from me in exchange.

[foundjuanting]

For such a request, you know the only thing that I have to compare.

[cardinalsinned]

I do not wish to assume with you, not anymore.

[foundjuanting]

Then I will speak plainly. I have been wronged and the one who performed the act wishes to quiet my words about it. I will assume that you will next request that we do not speak of december, then of your actions about Forli, and then finally of the nun. Perhaps there are more. You are trying to bargin away your guilt, and while I would give you the nun, the others still need to be spoken about, though not in they ways we have spoken of them.

But if you want a trade in kind, I would tell you that what we never speak of again is what has placed me here.

[cardinalsinned]

Only one of those you name is one I would remove from our talks. But I suppose I might hold my silence on your... habits in exchange for no longer hearing about your death.

Perhaps we should start there for today and discuss more later.

[ He is already starting to regret this ]

[foundjuanting]

Before you go, I would know which of those you would include.

[cardinalsinned]

[ Urge to troll rising ]

Which do you think?

[foundjuanting]

December.

[Look at this faaais. This is the face of a puppy afraid he's going to be kicked]

[cardinalsinned]

Proof once again that you do not know my mind well.

[foundjuanting]

For once I am glad that I am wrong. Is it Forli?

[cardinalsinned]

You are pushing what little luck you have.

[foundjuanting]

I ask because the others on that list are... open, to negotiation.

[cardinalsinned]

What sort of negotiation?

[foundjuanting]

As you have said, one of mine for each.

[cardinalsinned]

Very well, what would I have to give up to never have you question me about what I knew of your attack on Forli?

[foundjuanting]

Ten more sons.

[cardinalsinned]

Then it will be as if Forli never happened for either of us. Agreed.