wake up time

[cardinalsinned]

[ This is probably the second worst way to wake up, in a hospital bed with Juan there watching. ]

What... happened to me?

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[cardinalsinned]

How did you not see that sides had been drawn? Were you really so blind to the world around you?

[foundjuanting]

No... just to my brother and sister.

[cardinalsinned]

Still, you were blind.

[foundjuanting]

As blind as you are about the nun.

[cardinalsinned]

And you wonder why we cannot agree on anything? I offer you peace and you choose instead to throw things back in my face.

[foundjuanting]

I only do so because our last attempt at peace fared so poorly. We both agreed to the giving up of habits for a more brotherly state, but then you later admitted that you had no intention of keeping your word. I had, brother, and so now I am simply seeking to remove the sources of disquiet from our conversations. If that means forcing you to see how much you felt for that nun and your hand in her death, so be it.

The matter could be settled at any time by trading talk of her for talk of the stable boy.

[cardinalsinned]

I had no hand in her death! Only a fool would think so. I mourned her death as I would any woman I loved, how could I conspire to harm her?

[foundjuanting]

The french may have murfered her, but you drove her there.

[cardinalsinned]

And you have driven yourself here.

[foundjuanting]

Her death has nothing to do with me, you don't get an easy retreat from what you've done, brother.

[cardinalsinned]

No, but your useless additions have landed you here, and you cannot retreat from that.

[foundjuanting]

You are simply trying to change the topic to another matter, but you would not do so unless you had no defense for your actions.

[cardinalsinned]

I have already explained my actions. You are the one who cannot listen.

[foundjuanting]

You have not explained why she fled.

[cardinalsinned]

She reacted poorly to the news of her husband's death.

[foundjuanting]

That you caused.

[cardinalsinned]

That she requested.

[foundjuanting]

If she requested, then why did she run?

[cardinalsinned]

Some facets of the female mind are simply unknowable.

[foundjuanting]

That is so, but this is less the matter of the female mind and more the confusions of your guilty heart.

[cardinalsinned]

You insist there is guilt where I feel none.

[foundjuanting]

There is anguish on your face brother, tell me without a drop of lies to yourself or me that it is so.

[cardinalsinned]

It. Is. So.

[foundjuanting]

That is murderous desire, not truth.

[cardinalsinned]

Nothing I can say will satisfy you, I do not know why I should bother.