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Cesare Borgia ([personal profile] cardinalsinned) wrote2013-01-16 09:08 pm
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wake up time

[ This is probably the second worst way to wake up, in a hospital bed with Juan there watching. ]

What... happened to me?
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-04 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
And you call me deluded. You simply can not accept even the possibility that you drove her from you, or drove her further still to her death... much less that it all still might weigh on your mind.

... A matter sealed for a matter sealed. I speak no more of the woman, and you speak no more of the stableboy I took care of.
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-06 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
I have, she waits back in Spain.
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-07 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, that as well.
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-08 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
... I will never have it again from her, but she is strong, and at least I can take comfort in her health and that she has those close by to comfort her in her grief. If I can not have hapiness, I can take solice in that at least she will be well.
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-08 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
With her I was called back to spain. I did miss my family, but I had love there, love that did not come with a biting insult or a chain attached.
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-08 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
She did not treat me unkindly, what reason would I have to turn against her?
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-08 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
When envy started to enter your heart and both you and our dear sister sought distance from me, then I first felt the need. Because our father favored me did it mean that I deserved to be abandoned by my family?
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-08 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
Then why did you never tell me that sides had been drawn? We all suffered under our fathers' duties, that should have been a source of strength and common ground for us to band together... only set us against each other.
Edited 2013-02-08 06:28 (UTC)
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-08 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
No... just to my brother and sister.
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-09 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
As blind as you are about the nun.
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-10 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
I only do so because our last attempt at peace fared so poorly. We both agreed to the giving up of habits for a more brotherly state, but then you later admitted that you had no intention of keeping your word. I had, brother, and so now I am simply seeking to remove the sources of disquiet from our conversations. If that means forcing you to see how much you felt for that nun and your hand in her death, so be it.

The matter could be settled at any time by trading talk of her for talk of the stable boy.
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[personal profile] foundjuanting 2013-02-10 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
The french may have murfered her, but you drove her there.

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